New Plan

OK so evidently I don't write 365 poems and such a year so I have decided that I will post once a week on Monday at 2:55pm.

Ooh also I opened up a zazzle so you can buy shirts and stuff not much on there but go check it out.

Lover at the bus stop

There is so much that went unsaid between us. Regretfully I look back at opportunities lost. What was your name? When can I come to you? When will we talk again? Watch your head, Lover let me kiss it for you.

It’s sick

It’s sick you’re sitting beside me and instead of kissing you I’m dreaming of kissing you, of running my fingers through your hair, and of holding you tight.

I Want To Kiss His Lips

I want to kiss his lips.

I want to taste his tong.

I want to hold him.

I want to touch him.

I want to love him.

Your Embrace

Sometimes I long for the kiss of your mouth, or the touch of your hand. Today I long for your embrace, the smell of your skin, and the warmth of your body.

Love me

Am I Pretty enough for you to love me?

Am I Skinny Enough for you to love me?

Am I funny enough for you to love me?

Love me.

Pathetic

Am I So Pathetic that I just sit and think of your; that I just stand there and stare at you wishing to hold your hand, wanting to through my arms around you, Longing to taste your lips. I’m so pathetic.

as i get closer to you

Its getting worse I cant fight it. My desires grow stronger as i get closer to you.

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You and Sugar

I’m addicted to two things: You and Sugar.

With Sugar I have no control I just eat and eat. I will tear a room apart to feed my addiction. I will hunt, steal, and kill.

My addiction of your is quite different. You are a controlled substance, I have no control over the dose and when you’re set in front of me I just gaze at you wishing I had more of you. I can’t satisfy my cravings; I can’t find a fix, I live for the next dose.

In Lab Coats

If you were to see through my eyes you would see a small crew of me’s in lab coats running around in frustration as they push buttons and flip switches. They are trying too get me to do as they instruct me to. The button to make my lashes flutter won’t respond and though three me’s pull on the switch to make me blow a kiss it won’t budge. The most frustrating button of all is the one that makes me say I love you. When they press it the signal makes it to my brain but doesn’t make it to my mouth before the signal is lost. Before their chance to get the message through is gone they beat on the windows from which I see hopping to get your attention hopping you will see the message they have written in my eyes and the sings that reads I love you, love me.

should I

Do I really need you? Can't I live my life without you? If I can should I?

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I want to run

Every time I see you I want to run into your arms. When I look at your eyes I want to tell you that I love you. I want to hold your hand in mine when I stand next to you. When I’m sitting nest to you I wish I was sitting in your lap. I don’t tell you what I want to say. As I lie in my bed I want you to be lying next to me. When I look in your eyes I’m screaming inside. When I speak to you I want to tell you I love you.

love sick in the head

I am love sick but it’s not something physical. I’m not week or unable to get out of bed I don’t have a fever.

I’m more like love sick in the head.

I close my eyes and your there talking. I have your name written all over my body. I make out with my wall thinking it’s you.

If that isn’t symptoms of Insanity then what is it? It can’t be love. I must be crazy.

When I sit next to you

When I sit next to you today will I be able to keep from putting my hand on your knee? Can I resist running my fingers through your hair? Will I be able to stop my lips from coming in contact with yours?

9/11

I will not have a new post on this day. Please remember those lost and those fighting for our freedom.

Little Reading Required

I came across this blog the other day while I was surfing and thought It was worth sharing.
I would even suggest visiting it often.
Here is a cute little Quote as a doodle from Speak in Doodles

Heres what is said about the place
'Speak in Doodles is influenced by people who love to talk. Sometimes, they're able to spout meaningful words out of their mouths. The substantial quotations should be treasured because they have the ability to motivate and inspire people to be the best that they can be.

Speak in Doodles is created by Kitty. She hopes to motivate everyone to have a better and brighter day by using zany cartoons to complement the insightful quotes.'

They even have a tab so you can see just the doodles you want!

hope you enjoy it as much as I do.

You have become

You have become such a big part of my day dreams. You’re all I want from life. I know you feel the same way but you think I don’t care for you but I do. I love you.

I lay in my room

I lay in my room thinking, wanting, and waiting.

I think I love you.

I want you to love me.

I’ll wait for you to make the first move.

Sue Pathetic

Hi there my name's Sue, Sue Pathetic. Mmm you smell good.

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looking for People

I am looking for People who would like to write responses to my blog posts! So if you have some free time and are looking for some way to share your experiences let me know.

It can be nice or mean (provided you don't use any foul language I want my blog to be everyone friendly!)

Come Home With Me

Hello there what’s your name? Would you like to come home with me? Will you buy me a drink? I like cherry soda. Will you come home with me?

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Don’t let your Sister Know

Your sister is on to me. She won’t let me stare. When I go to approach you she's always there. When can I get some time alone with you? Don’t let your sister know I want to be alone with you.

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Cure Me of this Disease

Cure me of this incurable disease.

Cure me of my lust for men.

I'm week at the knees; my mind is mush.

I'm covered in bumps.

My palms are sweaty.

Cure me of this disease.

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Don’t switch to briefs

Dear guy with the flat bottom and nice jeans. Don’t switch to briefs; keep your boxers showing. Don't let your mother convince you to buy the right size pants. Only pull them up when she asks you and never let them fall below your bum.

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simple pleasure

Your love means no more to me than a simple pleasure. It’s nothing I need to survive life. I could live without it although I’d rather not. I won’t sacrifice the good of others for your good. My life doesn’t revolve around me so why should it revolve around you?

silly with excitement

I'm silly with excitement because school is starting again and I can’t wait to see your handsome face. I only wish we were in high school again so I could see you everyday.

With a grin on your face

You heard I was here and you turned around to search for me. With a grin on your face you find me. I feel you looking at me and my gaze falls on you my heart leaps at you being so tickled to see me. You’re getting up from your seat to get a better look but you don’t approach me you return to your spot but don’t turn back again. I stare at the back of your head contemplating your feelings for me. Wondering why you don’t speak to me. Not knowing what you’re waiting for. Once again I lift my gaze again.

Lack of Sleep Drives me Insane

It’s late and I should be sleeping but instead I'm up writing to you. My eyes sting and I can’t think strait. Just ignore whatever I say because lack of sleep drives me insane and I am bound to say crazy things like Leonardo DiCaprio is hotter than you or why can't you be as hot as Mr. Darcy. Of course I don’t mean any of those things I am under the Influence and won’t come out of it till I get some sleep. Good night I love you baby even though your ugly.

Yours Only

I have chosen to be yours only. For you I would give my life. We will become as one till the end of life. Everything I do now and in the future I do for you. My life from the beginning was not my own everything I do affects others. I want to remain yours forever.

I Know Who

I know exactly who God made for me. I just wish he had made him sooner, But I’m glad that he planned him for me and I’m sure there is a reason for this staging of his plan. God chose who when and why. So if I cooperate I’m sure I will fulfill the plan and My Future Will be as God Planned If only I will be patient.

What Will Happen

You make me bust my brains thinking about what will happen between us now.

I mustn’t speak to you too much.

I don’t talk to you because I love you. It’s Important that I keep my distance from you. You are not ready to take the responsibility of a wife. Whether or not you’re willing is beside the point. I would love to start a relationship with you now but that would be foolish. Love without commitment is like a lawn without water. Our love would wither and die like grass without rain. I love you and won’t give in to my desire, to throw myself at you because I long for your touch, no, I mustn’t speak to you too much.

Our Symphony

You are to me like beautiful music. My heart leaps as the notes sore. My soul sings along with every rhythm my feet dance in time and my hands conduct our symphony.

My internet's down but you should still get new posts for the next few day's . And hopefuly i'll be back on line by then.

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What lies behind your eyes?

I have never seen him look at me like that before, the look of deep determination. He was resolved to have his way what does that this look mean. It’s a mystery to me what lies behind your eyes. I cannot breath, I cannot breath, I m falling, please save me, tell me what you mean. Why do you look at me this way? Please reveal your intention to me.

My Gut

My minds asleep.
My eyes won’t shut.
Thoughts of you fill my gut.

Nine of Clubs

A simple girl with a boy on her mind and a pen in her hand devised a code to let her speak freely and sort through her emotions. She looked at the desk of cards next to her bed. She picked them and one by one placed them on her pillow face up looking at each individually she contemplated the meaning of each. The heart has always represented love, and the clover well that must be luck. The ace of hearts was the high card and therefore represents great love, deep love, and passionate love. She wrote Ace of hearts, and its meaning she had resolved (I love you), on the paper. She began to think of the boy again. She did love him and maybe he loves her wouldn’t that be lucky. The Ace of clubs became the question that perplexed her mind she would ask him do you love me

You Keep Me Up At Night

When I lade down tonight to sleep I thought of you. Do you know you keep me up at night dreaming of you holding me tight? I look into your eyes and say I love you. Promise me you will always be here when I need to hold your hand. Please never leave me

When I open my eyes in the morning I lay there thinking about you and that wonderful dream. We walked through the park we kissed by the swings and I whispered in your ear. I love you and I never want you to leave.

Come Here My Love

I want to love him, to distract him from his pain, to make feel warm again. I don’t want to lose him to his anger. I want to hold his, to comfort him. I love him. Don’t dry my love. Don’t be sad love. I’m here my love. Oh my love come here let me hold you let me love you.

I Must Plea

11:05PM

08/06/09

I am in love with a boy whose heart is pure and love is true. How do I, with a chard heart, accept such love? It cannot be done with a kiss and a hug. I must throw myself at his feet and plea for him to forgive me.

Monkey Boy

Okay this evidently is a song! Don't ask me what I was on because I cant use that as an excuse.

V1
Deep in the jungle of Africa swings a monkey boy. I saw him once while I was on safari. He looked at me with his dark beady eyes. Slowly slowly he grinned at me. Then looked away and scratched his ear. He looked back at me then sprung in to the trees.

Chores

I’m going to set a trap for the monkey boy. Capture him and hold him on my lap. Cuddle him and sing to him. Capture and make…him.

Monkey gorilla ape noises

Scream sigh

Monkey gorilla ape noises

I’m in love with a monkey boy … Monkey boy.

V2

I’ve come back to the jungle of Africa to find the monkey boy, to live in the jungle with monkey boy.

Chores

I got lost deep in Africa. I stood looking up into the trees. I couldn’t see monkey boy I put my head down and started to cry. Monkey boy came through the trees he knocked me down and we … deep in the jungle of Africa.

Chores

Excess monkey noise

Less Lonely

10:17pm 07/24/09

I want you to come with me. I get lonely when you’re not with me. I still get lonely when you’re with me but the loneliness is less lonely.

Rancid Pill

10:32pm 07/24/09

I grab the cup of stale water beside my bed to take my pill.

I hold the pill next to my lips.

Breathing deeply wishing it was you.

I press it between the ruff of my mouth and my tongue.

Its bitterness seeps into my taste buds as I think of you.

I take a sip of water the rancid taste washes the bitterness out of my mouth.

I swallow and put my head on my pillow I close my eyes waiting for the darkness to envelope me.

As I wake the next morning over heated I sit up and reach for the thermostat at the end of my bed to turn it down.

It’s stuck it won’t budge.

I knew not to turn it up to ninety but I needed something to distract me from myself: something to distract me from you.

I lay back down wishing you were lying beside me.

I rest my hand on the wall touching it as I visualize your body.

I stiffen my fingers placing my nails on the wall threatening it to get away from me; demanding it not to be.

I lean forward and kiss it and turn away shamefully.

Am I still a child? How can I feel so foolishly? Why do I desire something that cannot be?

That Good Good Way You Make Me Feel!

That good good way you make me feel, when you wrap your arms around me, I get that good good way you make me feel.

When your lips touch mine I get that good good way you make me feel.

Like a strong bolt of lightning surging through my body, that good good way you make me feel, I love that good good way you make me feel, I need that good goods way you make me feel.

My heart wants to tell you

My heart wants to tell you,
but my mind won’t let my mouth,
so my soul screams,
I love you!

When to expect new posts.

The first is going to be posted tomorrow at like 4:44pm eastern
but after that I want there to be a new post every day at 2:55pm eastern

Hi People

This is a blog that is very personal to me. It is things that I have personally written some of witch I wrote a long time ago like "That good good way you make me feel". The newest ones will have the date and time I wrote them because not knowing when I wrote them I don't like not knowing! :)

I'd love to hear what you think so comment. And if you have links to share with me or have posts that relate let me know!