Wednesday, November 7, 2018
Hey, are you ok?
I've got this guy that seems perfect to me. I have yet to meet him in person and worry that I may never get to. You see he's bipolar and has stopped communicating with me. I often wonder if I'm naive. That he's stopped talking to me not because he's depressed and doesn't have the energy to talk but because he is actually not interested. I don't like that Idea and from the research, I have wadded in, I think I can be hopeful that his interest may return, I can accept all of him bipolar, alcoholic, depressed, afraid, manic, and sometimes broken. But that is not how I would define him. He's honest, brilliant, lovable, handsome, caring, and sexy and that's just what I've gotten from the words he has sent me. This isn't too much pressure or a standard no one could measure up to. It's who he is. It's not just how I perceive him. He doesn't have to measure up because he has already exceeded expectation. Getting to know him in person isn't going to change any of that it will just add new pieces for me to discover, a new depth for me to explore, and a new man for me to get to know.
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